YMonday, July 24, 2006
I am not myself lately, can you tell?
I've been getting in some awful moods despite the lovely time that i've been having. Rumbling hearts & hedged-in thoughts & an aching feeling of being transitional, temperamental, & alltogether unneccessary. Loneliness mixed with nothing to be lonely about. Wanderlust is fine when you have somewhere to wander from.
Then I realized i need a pretty tough guy to have me as a significant partner. To date: I freak out about something that doesn't needs a freak out or i get to have my tantrums over some 'lil petty things every now and then. Which is unhealthy. These are the times that I admire my boy for putting up some effort with me.
Saturday: Went to a spa ( despite of the rain ) with mum and had some relaxing massage and my fave sea salt scrub. I was supposed to meet up with a friend but i passed out early so i wasn't able to make it. :0
Sunday: Watched 'The Nun' and freaked out. Made some eerie noises to scare my bro later that evening. haha
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I was talking to Juvy the other day and she was like convincing me to have a Life Insurance as early as now. The idea made me thought of the movie 'Life or Something like it' ( Angelina Jolie ) and in one of the scenes there was this line..
' Always treat every day of your life as your last, for one of these days.. it will be. '
At first, the idea of having a life insurance scared the shit out of me, i was like... ' Hey Juvy, are you having a premonition or something? ' but what the heck i've realized it's better to be prepared if you really care for the people around you. You may not wanna worry them when that 'time' comes. So just before that day ends, i said ' Juvy, Let's do it.'
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I just finished reading the book by Brian Weiss entitled ' Many Lives, Many Masters'. This one's a good read. It talks about one's belief to past life therapy and the so called 'reincarnation', that if you lived your life in a 'good way' then most likely you are to have an enriched life in the future. As to the Hindu or Buddhist doctrine that person may be reborn successively into one of five classes of living beings ( god or human or animal or hungry ghost or denizen of hell ) depending on the person's own actions with his past life or to simply put 'the laws of karma'.
I remember my Lola saying she was an Egyptian Princess who lived a good life that's why she is now living a very satisying one. And that she considers all of us as a result of a good Karma. Uumm well said, Lola. :0
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If i die now and face God, I'll suggest that if he'll reincarnate Vicky Belo and Pie Calayan better give them the same profession and have me as one of their daughters.. tee-hee
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