YThursday, August 03, 2006
Life could creep on you real bad.
I am quite disgusted with haters and bitches tryin' to pull you down. These people don't know how to handle their insecurities so they dump it up on other people. They are everywhere, believe me! It's easy to spot who's who. They are the ones who hate you being on top, having your ambition and enjoyin' life. They try to push you off from that pedestal. Seeing you fall is their primary goal.
But, you shouldn't give up the fight. Don't let these losers win the game. Let them fall and have their sticky asses stuck on the ground-- forever!
To say I currently feel between a rock and a damn hard place is an understatement, no matter what course of action I decide upon, no matter how much research I do into the options open to me it seems that there is always a new hurdle. Each day, just as I begin to think I can glimpse the chink of light I am looking for some new difficulty presents itself and obscures my view.
Wish me luck for the coming days..
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On a different note
A friend came up to me for a piece of love advice. heh. Would you believe a 28 y.o having his first love ever? And doesn't even know how to handle it. So funny. Don't get me wrong Will, i understand what you're going thru. It's just a bit awkward having to discuss 'first love' with somebody years older from you. haha
Anyhow, this one's for you..
LOVE'S RISK
There is a risk involved in everything.
Every time you share a smile
Every time you shed a tear
You are opening yourself up to hurt.
Some people tread slowly through life,
Avoiding the closeness risk brings,
Side-stepping the things they can't understand...
Turning away from those who care too much,
Those who care stay too long,
Those who hold too tightly.
There is never an easy way to love.
You can not approach it cautiously
It will not wait for you to arm yourself.
It does not care if you turn away
It is everywhere, it is everything.
Love is the greatest of all risks.
It is not reliable, it is not cautious,
It is not sympathetic
It is unprejudiced and unmerciliess.
It strikes the strongest of mind,
And brings them to their knees in one blow.
Even in the best of times, love hurts.
It hurts to need, it hurts to belong,
It hurts to be the other part of someone else,
Without either of your consent.
But, from the moment it overtakes you,
It hurts worse to be all alone.
The risk of love never depletes;
It grows stronger and more dangerous with time.
But, it's in the total surrender of all defense,
That we, no matter weak or strong,
No matter willing or captive,
No matter what, we truly experience love.
Despite the many things love is not,
Outweighing it all are the things that love is.
Love is surrender without a loss.
It is a gift without the cost.
It consumes your every thought & desire,
Every breath you take.
It is the fire that fuels you
To do more than pass through life;
It urges you, instead, to live.
No matter the outcome, having felt love,
You will never be the same.
It may scar your heart & soul
And Leave you only memories of forever.
Or, it may cause every day of your life
To feel like there is no need for tomorrow.
But, love is worth it. It is worth the risk...
For in all of life,
Love is truly the only risk worth taking.
~~ Author Unknown ~~
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