YWednesday, August 09, 2006
Ugly Mask
Have you come to the point of having a hard time choosing between right and wrong? Have you ever crossed the paths of little difference between morality and socially acceptable behaviour? These are the questions that are running in my head now. I dunno i have nothing against ill reputation or whatsoever but i do think that one person should definitely be on guard of the image he/she is projecting in public.
I have come to socialize with people whom secretly undergone traumatic experiences from their lives. Those who have deep darkest secrets they wouldn't wanna spill out. The words that are coming out from their mouth are partly truth nor lie. And just to hide the fact that they are victims of these unfortunate events, they make up stories even to the point that they cannot even recognize themselves.
WE all have to wear our masks to protect some interest. But i think some people wear masks on a different level. Some who puts on masks that soon become a habit, then completely forget their whole 'real' persona. What is this all about? Are we the same person? or are we too addicted trying to please other people by being somebody that we are not?
What is happening to you, dear? Don't you hear that lil voice inside you, begging you to 'pls be the old self again'. I cannot blame you for trying to be too nice to please them but then again, don't you wanna be loved by these creatures by who you really are?
I am sad because i am just an ordinary acquaintance to you. But if i am one of your friends i will be the first one to wake you up and burn your UGLY MASK.
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Yesterday, JC and i went mall hopping. From glorietta to megamall to SM North ( you prolly be askin' what the hell is wrong with us ) all because i'm looking for this certain piece of necklace that i've seen Paris Hilton wearing in one of her pictorials. Shop! Shop! Shop! I am just so lucky to have found a booey like him who has all the patience to a shoppin addict ( if there is such word ) like me. haha.
I had six hours of fantastic sleep. I've learned that for you to have a sound sleep, you gotta drop some jasmine oil to your pillows before bedtime. And taaadaaahhh... you'll surely attract all the sleep fairies at sight. :0
An officemate showed me some dog pictures and Ghaaad! i miss my dogs! It's been two days that i haven't seen them.
I might drop by National Bookstore or Powerbooks later after work to buy some good read. I think i gotta keep up on reading.. hah till then,folks.. xoxox much love, toni
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