It's all hidden.

I feel like everything has come to a sudden halt, my friends are talking in slow motion, and the clock ive been staring at has stopped ticking. And slow interent connection makes the job even worse. Thats when you find yourself unable to live in the present. You just wanna jump to your future. Like you just wanna skip and FF every sad details of life. Like what my dad does everytime he finds one scene in the movie really boring, he'd reach for remote and click...

That's exactly what i wanna do... with my life.

I feel like my life's a very boring tv soap and the viewers would just yawn and look forward to its commercial break. It's getting monotonous. I'm sick and tired of it. And then there are alot of things on my plate now. Things i need to accomplish before the end of the month, so little time so much to do, as they say. Know what i mean?

I actually read some of my friend's blogs and i see them happy at the moment. I feel happy for them too. It's totally cool to have friends with positive vibe.

But, not that i totally wanna zone out myself from the word 'happiness'... i just don't feel like smiling. Or whatever.

On the lighter side, i'm glad i was able to sit down and had lunch with my family earlier. It's been awhile.

( checks out the time )

And something to look forward to--- i gotta go bounce in 15 mins....yey!

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 7:48 PM .

Sundays are best with my family

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 6:37 PM .

Question Of The Day:

Would you wanna be married to someone who is extremely vain

-OR-

has an extremely poor self-image?

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 7:03 PM .

Beautiful things need appreciation

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 6:26 PM .

I went to a first class mall in Makati to buy this mobile phone ( see i've been eye-ing this for months ). And now that i have it i'm pretty satisfied and cool with it. In fact i fell inlove with it.

One day, i've realized that cell phones should have NTC sticker at the back of it. ( if you bought it to registered mobile outlets ) and so right as soon as i've heard this, i checked the back of my phone, confident to find an NTC sticker. But to my surprise, there is NONE.

No f-in sticker!

My fingers itched and dialed the store from where i bought it. The lady who answered the phone kept cool and pulled up the info of my phone on their data base. After seconds of dead air, she was sorry and asked me to bring the receipt and visit their store so my phone could have the sticker.

I mean is this really possible?

Well... i'm an idiot not to bother check the back of my phone in the first place. Hello! Like i would bother anyway, i was like a child the day i purchased it. I was like 'give me that! give me my phone! '

Duh. Like i'm to blame.

Or am i really that stupid not to know anything about that fcukn sticker?

On the other hand, i have realized i'm getting older.
Earlier, i was watchin 'Home boys' of Boy Abunda. And he had Bea Alonzo, Shaina Magdayao and some teener boppy cast as his guests. Watchin them, i kinda realized im no longer a fan of any of these teen-y Tv shows or i just hate the fact na dalaga na si Shaina. Tapos sina Angelica Panaganiban at Camille Pratts nagpa-sexy na! Eh dati rati ang li-liit pa ng mga yan sa SARAH, ang munting prinsesa movie.. p*kshet! Parang ang tanda ko na nga yata tlaga..

And to add it up to my feeling-matanda-feeling... i'm actually thinkin of saving up for my future, buy properties and stuff like that...

I'm talking about long term. I don't wanna be locked up in tahanang walang hagdan when i get older and of course i dont wanna meddle with my kid's lives in that event.

Pero naisip ko...ayaw ko ring makita ang sarili ko na nangungulubot. So i'm saving up for future facial lift and botox expenses. Bagay na ayaw ko naman iasa sa mga magiging anak ko pagdating ng panahon, dba?

But i still have my family on top of my priority list.

and i have someone up there to make all my goals possible.

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 5:11 PM .

Should i stay or should i go?

Darling you gotta let me know
Should I stay or should I go?
If you say that you are mine
Ill be here til the end of time
So you got to let know
Should I stay or should I go?

Always tease tease tease
Siempre - coqetiando y enganyando
Youre happy when Im on my knees
Me arrodilla y estas feliz
One day is fine, next is black
Un dias bien el otro negro
So if you want me off your back
Al rededar en tu espalda
Well come on and let me know
Me tienes que desir
Should I stay or should I go?
Me debo ir o que darme

Should I stay or should I go now?
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
An if I stay it will be double
So come on and let me know

This indecisions bugging me
Esta undecision me molesta
If you dont want me, set me free
Si no me quieres, librame
Exactly whom Im supposed to be
Diga me que tengo ser
Dont you know which clothes even fit me?
saves que robas me querda?
Come on and let me know
Me tienes que desir
Should I cool it or should I blow?
me debo ir o quedarme?

Should I stay or should I go now?
yo me frio o lo sophlo?
If I go there will be trouble
Si me voi - va ver peligro
And if I stay it will be double
Si me quedo es doble
So you gotta let me know
Me tienes que decir
Should I stay or should I go?
yo me frio o lo sophlo?

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 7:38 AM .