YSunday, February 11, 2007
I feel like everything has come to a sudden halt, my friends are talking in slow motion, and the clock ive been staring at has stopped ticking. And slow interent connection makes the job even worse. Thats when you find yourself unable to live in the present. You just wanna jump to your future. Like you just wanna skip and FF every sad details of life. Like what my dad does everytime he finds one scene in the movie really boring, he'd reach for remote and click...
That's exactly what i wanna do... with my life.
I feel like my life's a very boring tv soap and the viewers would just yawn and look forward to its commercial break. It's getting monotonous. I'm sick and tired of it. And then there are alot of things on my plate now. Things i need to accomplish before the end of the month, so little time so much to do, as they say. Know what i mean?
I actually read some of my friend's blogs and i see them happy at the moment. I feel happy for them too. It's totally cool to have friends with positive vibe.
But, not that i totally wanna zone out myself from the word 'happiness'... i just don't feel like smiling. Or whatever.
On the lighter side, i'm glad i was able to sit down and had lunch with my family earlier. It's been awhile.
( checks out the time )
And something to look forward to--- i gotta go bounce in 15 mins....yey!
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