being away from my family is a whole lotta hassle, plus i hate the feeling that i dont fuckin belong to this place. People can talk shit about you for you dont know their dialect, you get to be paranoid the whole time.. haha... and you know me... if paranoia kills, im dead.

sure ive established good friends and office mates here... but it seems to me like i'm missin' out something and i cant figure out what it is...so far...

id be here for 6 mos.. i miss my mom even if shes gettin into my nerves at times... we get to argue a lot over simple things,,, you know how mother-daughter tandem could be.. ayt? but anyhow, i still miss her... her lutong bahay and all that sermon..my dad who seems to be too serious over things...my makulit 11 y.o brother ( who's by the way will be binata na in a few days... haha), my dogs.....my poodle, oreo; my rott, rocky and my lab, blackie...