YWednesday, July 18, 2007
a perfect life
Did you ever make a really huge mistake in your life and actually learnt from it, but after years of forgetting that mistake, in some point of another you have to endure the pain again by having peeps around remindin' you of the mistake you've done over and over? isn't kinda shitty?
I love my life, in fact its great. Its just if i could just go back, and change some stuff i'm not happy about. My life would just be perfect.
P-E-R-F-E-C-T.
period.
**Sometimes the hardest things & the right things are the same - the fray**
Do you know that the hardest thing and the right things are all the same, which is the truth.
Isn't the word 'truth' the hardest, i mean as what people like to say "the truth is hard" but at the same time its just the right thing to do and just say it. You guys might understand it differently, but to whats going on right now in my life. i understood the truth.
Maybe it means its pretty damn hard but you just have to accept it. I don't know should i? You guys are totally lost aren't you?
-sigh-
If only i could tell you guys everything, but yet i don't want to because i'm too afraid of the people who are reading.
wtf?
**how am i suppose to live the last day of my life?
Seriously? I never thought of how i'd spend the last day of my life because you know what? I won't know when that day will come. No one ever knows right? Nobody just thinks and goes like "omg, i'm gonna die tomorrow or the day after" because in reality, people just don't even think of death for one second. And while your living your life, all of the sudden out of nowhere death slowly comes and creeps up behind you and steals everything you had going on in this world and just ends it...just like that. Like when your feeling ill, you think you'll get better soon but thats just a lie. or when youre walking down the street ready to hit the next mall by your side when all of the sudden a hit and run happens. Okay i mean, you ending up in the emergency room without knowing who hit you. You would end up in a coma and then just die...hmm..did i say too much? yep, okay thats maybe one real sad story but i just added the die part to make my point.
back to my answer.
Say for example, the world is about to end, how would i spend my last day?
hmm... honestly, this answer maybe one of the stupidest answers you guys have ever read, but i don't really care. I just want to live my last day with smiles and the feeling of happiness surrounding me. Because, this world is just full of drama, you know what i mean? I just want that one day to be drama-free, tear-free and fear-free. you know like when your driving your car, cruising around, the wind swinging your hair back and forth, the music is blasting through the stereo car and your just shouting out the lyrics really loudly while all you can do is smile and feel that great feeling that never comes up to anybody but rarely and not really caring about the world for just those three minutes of the song, just those three minutes of life? Okay maybe never comes up to me but rarely. I don't know about you guys though,
-sigh-
I want to feel that feeling now even though today might not be the last day i'll ever live. I wish i could feel that feeling everyday.
todays sentence is: you are pretty damn strong to be fighting everything that comes in your way.
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