YWednesday, September 12, 2007
i've got this whole new idea.
this whole new plan.it's called giving up.
it's the safest thing i could ever do.
'this girl i got's disposable.
'this is the safest thing i could ever do.
i'll be happy this way and i'll just stop hoping and stop wishing and stop worrying about it.
there isn't any hope right now so why waste time on it?
give it up and just go through the motions.
i touch window panes delicately, like that glass could shatter at any time.
it really could, at the slightest tap.i won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted.
wake me up inside.surrender to nothing,call my name and save me from the dark.
i'll give up what i started and stopped.save me from the nothing i’ve become,from end to beginning.
now that i know what i’m without,a new day is coming.
you can't just leave me.and i am finally free.
breathe into me and make me real.run away, i'll attack.
bring me to life.run away, go change yourself.frozen inside without your touch,
i would’ve kept you forever.
without your love, darling,it ended for both of us.
only you are the life among the dead.
kill off this thinking,all this time, i can't believe i couldn't see.
it’s starting to sink in,kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me.
i’m losing control now.i’ve been sleeping a thousand years, it seems.but without you, i can finally see.got to open my eyes to everything.your promises, they look like lies,without a thought, without a voice, without a soul.your honesty is like a back that hides a knife,don't let me die here.there must be something more.bring me to life.
i guess i'm tired of being strong all the time.i'm tired of fighting how i feel all the time.
consumed by dead-love, nothing is really going to fix this.
to be honest, i'm not really worth a whole lot of anyone's time.
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