YFriday, November 16, 2007
Life has been good though! I haven't actually done anything/been anywhere memorable or worthwhile, but for some reason life just seems improved. Newfound mental clarity I guess, just a different way of seeing the world or something. Plus my mom is happier and less stressed and we get to talk more and our whole family dynamic is improved~
Couple of days back, i bought a cutey-lovey 2 month old shitzu!! yey! atleast i got a puppy waitin for me in ma apartment... been living independently for like 8 months now and it honestly feels great.... life has been treatin me so damn good lately... i have everything goin ma way.... ( thank god) been down a lot for the past months of this godly year but now.... no more d-r-a-m-a ( ugh puhleassseee) ... Soooo much has happened in the past few days! It's been amaaaazing. Life got like 10x better, maybe because I stopped comparing it to other peoples' lives... and i got back on track.... Lotsa prayers DO really help!! well im no church goer... but i must say i dont fail to drop by our casino chapel everyday..... ( yup! you read it right... there is a chapel INSIDE the casino... haha... funny, aint it?)
i needed some serious hair bleach.... and yah.... went to David's to have my hair done.... and walah! im rockin hell good! heh...
friends kept text messagin' me about me goin home manila this coming holidays... well, i honestly dunno... if i still wanted to go back.... the only 'thing' that makes lil me wanna go home to manila is GONE... and it hurt deep..
plus, URGHHH GUYSSSS I had this nightmare, and it seems stupid now that I think about it but while I was having it it was like terrifying. I neverrr have nightmares :(
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