
YSunday, June 08, 2008
Wassup with you, people?
just got back from a 3 days and 2 nights vacation at Bolinao, Pangasinan where my Aunt just bought a resort - Hansmin white beach resort. it isnt opened to public yet, and only her's and Uncle han's few good SWISS friends come to visit and have a lil vacation over.
It was fun, i had a blast with my family! Instances like these never usually happen... we're one busy household eh. I took a 9 day vacation leave totally stress free vacation and all that. Away from efin casinos and busy street lights of manila.
all i had to do is sit back and relax with my headsets on, sip a watermelon shake and walah! this is LIFE!
ive always wanted to live by the beach. where the sun rise and sets perfectly. where i could have a world of my own. dont we all feel a lil stress out and sometimes we just wanna zone out ourselves from the 'used to' world we have and just have a deep breath into a whole new place, new people, new environment? thatll be awesome, aint it?
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i watched SEX and the CITY. well im not really excited about the story per se, but i was more enthusiastic with the clothes and shoes they ( the main cast ) wore!
i was still hopin to find a manolo blahnik till the end of the movie, but duh who cares about MB when LV sets in! LV rocks! hah, can i just be GRETCHEN BARETTO for one day and have all these awesome pieces?? hahahaha
Where are you, my TONY BOY COJUANCO?
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lesson for the day:
Do not let emotions ruin your day. its just a stupid feeling we all have to go through once in awhile.
THIS TOO SHALL PASS
Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at
YThursday, June 05, 2008
YOU
you made me swallow my pride and lost my self esteem.
you made me crawl and bite my nails till it bleed.
you made me cry a river and drown myself from my own tears.
You made me feel i am not worth loving that it is of great favor you did.
still,
i made you my world, but
you never gave me flowers.
you never shower me with pleasing words.
you never hug me when i needed one.
you were never there to catch me at all..
still,
i made you my galaxy, but
You made me feel ugly, ugliest than the worm.
You made me insecure, that any guy can only see me as an object.
You made me think i do not deserve to be treated well.
id better be out the soonest time possible or else
i'll lose the only person who can love and treat me good -- myself.
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I have this song to remind myself that I CAN DO THIS WITHOUT YOU!
Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at