
YThursday, June 05, 2008
YOU
you made me swallow my pride and lost my self esteem.
you made me crawl and bite my nails till it bleed.
you made me cry a river and drown myself from my own tears.
You made me feel i am not worth loving that it is of great favor you did.
still,
i made you my world, but
you never gave me flowers.
you never shower me with pleasing words.
you never hug me when i needed one.
you were never there to catch me at all..
still,
i made you my galaxy, but
You made me feel ugly, ugliest than the worm.
You made me insecure, that any guy can only see me as an object.
You made me think i do not deserve to be treated well.
id better be out the soonest time possible or else
i'll lose the only person who can love and treat me good -- myself.
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I have this song to remind myself that I CAN DO THIS WITHOUT YOU!
Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at