It's all hidden.

ONE cannot just hold a tongue forever whenever you go to some high end make up store especially that of Rustan's and ask about these cosmetics line...

I found this very useful.

Agent Provocateur: ah-jen pro-vock-a-toor
Bourjois: boor-jwah
Caudalie: kow-dah-lee
Chantecaille: shan-teh-kigh
Chanel: sha-nell
Decleor: deh-klay-or
Dr. Hauschka: doctor howsh-kuh
Estee Lauder: ess-tay law-der
Frederic Fekkai: fray-day-reek feh-kigh
Guerlain: goor-lahn
Issey Miyake: ee-say mee-yah-kay
Kevyn Aucoin: kevin oh-kwan
Korres: core-rezz
Lancome: lahn-comb
Laura Mercier: laura mers-yay
L'Occitane: lox-ee-tahn
Nars: nahrs
Natura Bissé: nah-too-ra bees-say
RéVive: ray-veev
Shiseido: she-say-doe
Shu Uemura: shoe oo-eh-moor-ah (if you want to be really authentic, soften the R and make more of a D sound)
Stila: stee-lah
Tocca: toe-kah
Versace: verr-sa-chay
Yves Saint Laurent: eve sahn lorr-ahnn

* http://bellasugar.com/366298

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 1:14 PM .

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Battling with relationships ups and downs may seem hard. More so, identifying if relationships are worth the while. However, if you perceive it in a positive way, one would know that it contributes to being a better person, and being prepared the next time you are faced with such struggle.

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 11:30 AM .

waiting for red eye

I don't know how to put this in words. I am so weird. There are moments in my day when I'm just deliriously happy, shakin' with unexplainable joy. For no apparent reason, I have the urge to jump up and down and shriek with total happiness. Like that girl in "Love Actually" who, in a private moment, just goes all weird and jumps up and down on the staircase, grinning from ear to ear.

And then there are other times I just want to be melancholy and contemplative. I'll just sit by the window and watch the world go by. It is such a deep place I go to in moments like those, I can't explain expect that is the complete polar opposite to the deliriously happy. And how I move between the two and at what intervals! That is what's so weird. Not even within minutes of each other, I can shift the emotion from one extreme to the other and do so at will!

Is it the actress in me that never took the stage? The writer so familiar with the emotions and thoughts of their imaginary characters? Or the lunatic in me that makes me ill fated and worse a schizo? I should better stop listening to sad songs, it doesn't do me any good.
At some point, i like it, being able to pinpoint an emotion and feel it on command as it drains your whole body energy. There's a certain amount of satisfaction in exploring all of these emotions.

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Been up and cryin' the whole night. My pillow could stand a witness to all these sanity. Watchin' the clock tickin'.. as its minuend moves up and down in a very slow annoyin' motion. No use to be in bed, got up and waited for someone with a very seemingly familiar face and a red eye to show up.. the waiting part is the most painful... as no one showed up.

I have to keep all this emotions wrapped up till the cryin' days are over.

Somehow, God must have a plan for both of us and so i should stop from hovering God's will. Acceptance is the key from all this hurt and the 'moving on' part will surely be next. Then i have to start wishin not to have our paths crossed in the coming years, for i may not be over you, yet. But foe sure, i will... in God's own sweet time.

~I have come not to make you love me, but to make you feel you're worth loving... -aug23,'08

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 7:04 AM .

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I cried a river tonight... enough to drown Mactan

All around me, I see what weakness has made
Too much tomorrow, I think Ill take all today
Am I a poison, am I a thorn in the side
Am I a picture perfect subject tonight

And I dont need nobody
And I dont need the weight of words
To find a way to crash on through
And I dont need nobody
And I just need to learn the depth
Or doubt of faith to fall into

Here I slumber to awaken my daze
I find convenience in this savior I save
Am I a prison, am I a source of dire news
Am I a picture perfect reason for you

In this time of substitute

Its my needs Ive answered to
All the while
And all the hope that I invest
Turns to signals of distress
All the while

Now i cry myself to sleep...

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 6:29 AM .

I fought and struggled until i bleed no more.

Blogging can be therapeutic to some people where one can just scribble down with words and escape from the real world. The world of love and hate. They say money makes the world go round, however, i say emotions make the world go round and round and round until it makes you dizzy and fall. And then you wonder, will there be someone to catch you at all?

At many times, i wish i could just drift away from all this sanity, i have never wanted anything in the world but to break free from all this emptiness inside me. And that hurts. Something inside me feels like exploding and so i cried.

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 6:01 AM .

My friendster ABOUT ME profile page

I am characterized by the image of a creature tough, hardened shell protecting a soft and vulnerable centre. I am unlikely to expose the soft-under belly that borders my vulnerable centre instead I will maintain a sense of detachment and what you will see from the outside is a hardened impenetrable shell that gives no hint of where my true values lie. Im mentally a mixture of toughness and softness to the point of sentimentality in my fantasies. My personal emotions are never entirely unaffected by the joys and pairs of the world.

I'm extremely easy going but im NOT a pushover. Having fun enjoying life as best I can at all times while getting a little dirty in between. Not into double standards. Hate em bad. For me, there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary, and this is part of the apparent contradiction in my nature.

I also have my potential faults too, I can be sulky, devious, tactless and difficult yet, because I'm normally ambitious. Lethargy bordering on laziness, volatility, a chaotic and a moodiness that is hard for others to relate to or fully understand. My mood flows in all directions. I can be up one day, down the next. I can be happy and calm one minute and then irratic and emotional the next. A pattern that bears little relation to the experience of external events around me.

I can jump down people's throats for no apparent reason. I can be untidy at the best times and can be lazy but only occasionally.

I make great friends, I get along well with people who are nice, gentle and emotional. I can be manipulative and spiteful, I am opinionated and not afraid to stand up for what I believe in. I am always told I look like a bitch because i refuse to act fake in public BUT I guess everyone just thinks I'm a bitch, anyway... whatya think?

Moreover,

i think that I'm a really strong person, but I'm also pretty damaged.

Most girls annoy me.

I hate people who stare at me too long.

God is definitely a part of my life. I'm not at all religious though. More spiritual I guess.

I'm extremely protective of people that are important to me.

You'll probably never really know how I'm feeling.

I tend to bottle things up and just put a smile on my face.

I'm really laid-back and I love to make people laugh. I'm a very giving person.

I've been told that people think I'm a bitch when they first meet me, but I promise you that I'm just shy. If I like you, you'll know it. If I don't like you, you'll know it.

Laughing is the greatest thing in the world as well as music, lipgloss, french fries, designer perfume, rain, sparkly things, text messaging, sleeping, pink sneakers, dogs, tigers, pandas, dolphins, polar bears, peanut butter, books, stars, moon, porcelain dolls, teddy bears yellow tulips and chocolates.

Things that I completely loathe include lying, needles, drugs, bad/rude cab drivers, cold/sweaty hands and feet, screaming little kids, people who never keep their word and people who borrow my things without asking.

My dad is the greatest person in my life.

Lastly,

My middle name is VANITY.

"Rendirse a la vida es rendirse alcanzar los suenos nunca te rindas..."

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 2:46 PM .

i looked up and see dark clouds, birds flying in a V position, the breeze no longer soft and the trees bending....

only then to realize that there's a storm coming.....

Vhaneedozah told you a beauty secret at 2:42 PM .